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♥ Thursday, September 9, 2010 @ 7:49 PM
SUBJECT: Complications Okay so, seriously. I don't know whats going on between us. Is it that I just completely don't trust you anymore, And I feel that there's no need for us to be together? 'Cos we're like friends, thats all. At least to me, thats how it feels like. I used to trust you completely, But I just dont anymore after you betrayed my trust. Three freaking times. Its funny how I thought we'd last. I mean, cmon. How can two people who broke up and then patched back for, about 5 fucking times last? I'm being silly. I know relationships come and go. I now believe that you are just another distraction in my life. With or without you, I can live my life as normal. I used to be so in love with you. I'm really surprised how much keeping things away from someone you love can do. You know, I try my hardest not to think about it, I tried to forgive you. And I thought I did. But I know now that you can never earn my trust back. Everything you do, it reminds me of it. Maybe its just me, maybe I'm just some bitch that is too sensitive, And yet so insensitive towards your feelings. I always try to work things out with you, But lately, the intention just isn't there. I feel like I don't have to anymore. The love just isn't there. Remember just two days ago? At the zoo? You showed me that you care so much. But somehow I just didn't care about the way you care for me. I got so lost, I even forgot you were there with me. And no, there's no other guy. I have not fallen for anyone, so don't worry about that. When we were together for just a few months, You were so protective and so caring. I thought it was really sweet. But now I think its annoying. Now everything is about you, That you have no time for studies, That you are choosing colleges, That you are having a hard time picking out cars. I'm an attention seeker. Period. I dont really mind if everything isn't about me, though. I just want to talk about something that I am actually interested in. And thats not cars, not jobs, not colleges. It's us. I wanna know whats happening to us. Everyday. Everything is changing, everything about us is. I wanna work things out with you, but something just wouldn't let me. I just wanna make you so mad. I want to make you so angry. I want to make you so hurt. I want you to feel how you make me feel. I know I get hurt easily, so stop hurting me. Stop keeping things from me. But you don't have to anymore, right? I loved you. Maybe I still do, I'm just not sure about my feelings now. It's so complicating. And you changed a lot. You just aren't the guy I fell in love with in the first place. I know that now. I guess people change. And things just aren't the same anymore.  |