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♥ Wednesday, October 27, 2010 @ 5:24 PM
SUBJECT: Let Go I just have to say something, I have to let it all out. Just that 9 days with you was fucking amazing. But I hurt you as hell. I dont ever want to do that again. I love my baby a lot, and you made it fade. But now, its as strong as ever. And I'm not going to let you make it fade again. So just get away from my mind. Im not going to let my head wander to someone.. Like you. I hurt you and youre never coming back. Not even as a friend. So goodbye. This is my last thought of you. ♥ Tuesday, October 26, 2010 @ 5:25 PM
SUBJECT: You are the Thunder, I am the Lightning. A lot of confusing situations lately. But right now, gotta focus on my exams. After exams then yay :D So stressed out now.. ♥ Friday, October 22, 2010 @ 8:07 PM
SUBJECT: blahblahblah I remember the time when I was in your arms, You told me the scary parts were coming, And I was so shy. And the time we went bowling, I didn't talk to you at all, but can't help noticing how cute you are. I remember at camp, That was the sweetest thing ever. So, why did you tell me you love me, When you knew it was gonna end? You broke my heart. A lot. But I still miss the times we had together. Wtf? Someone just slap me lah. BM paper 2 was quite okay surprisingly. But the paper 1 was a little bit harder. To everyone thats suspicious, I'm still single ok? But unavailable :D Dont think I can take another heartbreak. But its always good for a new start. I mean, I miss the times we had together. They were such happy times, so memorable. That is always in my head, no matter how hard I try to get it out. I fucking wasted my time writing such a long letter for you. But I hope you know I meant all of that. And like I said, even if there were so many happy times, I know I can create muchmuch more happy times. Without you, I can do better. ♥ Tuesday, October 19, 2010 @ 5:41 PM
SUBJECT: Fly~ Don't make me fall hard again. ♥ Sunday, October 17, 2010 @ 10:26 AM
SUBJECT: A New Beginning This is what I have to say: Do you hear me, I'm talking to you Across the water across the deep blue ocean Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying Boy I hear you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh They don't know how long it takes Waiting for a love like this Every time we say goodbye I wish we had one more kiss I'll wait for you I promise you, I will I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Lucky we're in love every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday And so I'm sailing through the sea To an island where we'll meet You'll hear the music fill the air I'll put a flower in your hair Though the breezes through trees Move so pretty you're all I see As the world keeps spinning round You hold me right here right now I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again I'm lucky we're in love every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh Lucky by Colbie Caillat and Jason Mraz To the jerk that had me: Look inside, look inside your tiny mind Then look a bit harder 'Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired Of all the hatred you harbor So you say it's not okay to be gay Well, I think you're just evil You're just some racist who can't tie my laces Your point of view is medieval Fuck you, fuck you very, very much 'Cause we hate what you do And we hate your whole crew So please don't stay in touch Fuck you, fuck you very, very much 'Cause your words don't translate And it's getting quite late So please don't stay in touch Do you get, do you get a little kick Out of being small minded? You want to be like your father It's approval you're after Well, that's not how you find it Do you, do you really enjoy Living a life that's so hateful? 'Cause there's a hole where your soul should be You're losing control a bit And it's really distasteful Fuck you, fuck you very, very much 'Cause we hate what you do And we hate your whole crew So please don't stay in touch Fuck you, fuck you very, very much 'Cause your words don't translate And it's getting quite late So please don't stay in touch Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you Fuck you You say you think we need to go to war Well, you're already in one 'Cause it's people like you that need to get slew No one wants your opinion Fuck you, fuck you very, very much 'Cause we hate what you do And we hate your whole crew So please don't stay in touch Fuck you, fuck you very, very much 'Cause your words don't translate And it's getting quite late So please don't stay in touch Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you Fuck You by Lily Allen ♥ Friday, October 15, 2010 @ 7:25 PM
SUBJECT: Spare A Thought For Me I'm over it :) I know that there are so many guys out there. That deserves me way more than you do :) ♥ @ 9:37 AM
SUBJECT: Braced Myself for the Goodbye Yes, its true. HX and I have broken up. Get over it. I just realised, that for the whole year I was with him, I pushed all my friends aside. Especially one of them.. And I'm so sorry. That person doesn't even read my blog but yeah, Still feels good to say sorry. We used to be so close, That person's always there for me. And I have to admit, yes, I feel guilty. That I haven't talked to that person for a whole year, Unless I have fights with HX and I talk to him, I'm gonna make it up to all of you. Especially you :) You're leaving so soon! I know it's like 11 months left till you leave, But time is passing really fast. I wanna do what we used to do together, We watched movies together, we crapped together, We even created our own dictionary of meaningless words. Its so fun and I just want to continue it. Please forgive me for everything I've done. We should like totally go out for a movie, Something like Aliens in the Attic :P Some really horrible movie. Its really hard getting over HX, But Im in the process of trying. I just really wished I was like in his arms at this moment, But I know that it won't happen anymore. We do care a lot about each other and we do love each other (at least I do), But we just know it won't work if we don't try. But right now, we just can't try. We have to focus on studies now, He has his SPM, which like actually decides the whole of his life. But I just really wished nothing happened. I miss you, biscuit. I promise that no matter what happens, Friends will always be important. But it depends on which type of friend you are. If you're the one that lends me your shoulder to cry on, Sings to me when I'm sad, Gives me really good advices, I would definitely keep you in my heart. A big part of it, actually. But if you're the ones that shows all of that but bitches about me behind my back, fuck you. I really need a big, warm hug. Thats what biscuit used to give me a lot. So, when I'm so sad and everything, I just need a hug ♥ A first real relationship is always hard to get over. A first kiss is always hard to forget. And I can't forget. Though people tell me its not worth my time. That I shouldn't even have a little bit of that thought in the back of my head. I'm trying, but I can't. I guess I'll slowly heal.. I slept at 6:30am. I woke up at 6:55 and fell asleep again. And when I woke up, it was 7:40.. And I was late for school. FML. Is being single better than being with someone you love? Or is being with someone you love better than being single? But, both ways does have its advantages. Being single makes you free you know. You could have three guy friends and one of them wont get jealous of the other. Being with someone you love, is like having someone to hold on to. When you need a shoulder to cry on, he's there. When you're scared, or when you think everything is so messed up, he can just pull you into a warm hug that makes you feel so safe. I keep having the false hope that one day he will come back to me. How stupid am I? ♥ Saturday, October 9, 2010 @ 7:41 PM
SUBJECT: Baby :) My laptop crashed. It says it cant read the Boot Mgr (Manager). Why lah! I'm using my dad's laptop now. And texting biscuit :) And I just remembered I'm supposed to put up a picture from CAREFashion. In every post. ♥ Friday, October 8, 2010 @ 3:43 PM
SUBJECT: The music of the night Pardon me for being another of those fat people who are in love with fast food. Well, I'm not really in love. If you let me pick between fast food and Japanese food, I'd go for Jap. :) But I'm just asking WHY, OH WHY!! Why does McDonalds like to put all those SUPER scrumptious food for a limited time only? Like for example, the mouthwatering GCB! Then now, the Spicy McShaker. WHY OH WHY! And I know I'm such a petulant person nowadays, My relationship with my darling is just on a rough patch. But we're trying to work things out. So don't ask me why I'm feeling so dejected. When I'm not cheerful, don't bother me. I'll probably just feel like slapping you. When you see me depressed, Dont say anything or ask me anything that has anything to do with darling. Dont piss me off. Yes, I am sad and we're having some minor problems. But, I still love my darling. This part is going to be mushy. So, if you're gonna go and be like "Yer so disgusting" and puke, I suggest you not read this part. But since I told not to read this part, you obstinate children will just go ahead and read it, And then after you read what I just said, Your ego is saying "Please lah, who want to read?" But you'll read it anyway and go "Yer so disgusting lah" I have all your minds read! So predictable. This is what I have to say, I call him... my biscuit. Hehe :) ♥ Friday, October 1, 2010 @ 9:46 AM
SUBJECT: When You're Around There's 3 more weeks to exam only. When I do exercises and homework nowadays, I think to myself, "What have I been doing the past year?" I seriously have to study already okay! But when I open the Sejarah book, I don't have the mood anymore. 3 fucking weeks okay? Its funny how sometimes, The person that someone else likes is unexpected. Its sometimes digusting too. I love my babykins! ♥ Hehe :D Mwaaah baby :P |